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NPFTD - Garbage that I gave up on.

This album ws supposed to be called "All the Worst Things".  I am unhappy with how it is turning out so I've stopped dumping time into it. The only tracks I'm happy with are "I am Hate" and "Most Brutalist Love".  I've posted them here to remind myself how crappy the effort was.

  • Play I am HateI am HateDownload I am HateI am Hate

    I am an old white man

    As money’s in my hand

    Simple decisions that I make

    one thousand lives’r washed away

    I am hate, I am hate

     

    I’m that little nigger boy

    Lurking around your store

    As soon as you turn your head

    I’ll pull the trigger and you’re dead

    I am hate, I am hate

     

    (sound of a vomiting human) 

     

    I’m that fag who rapes your child

    Just by living my lifestyle

    Just to go against your faith

    And flaunt my sin in your face

    I am hate, I am hate

     

    I’m your woman, piece of meat

    Your brainless fuck toy to be seen

    no other purpose that I serve

    Just abuse me and berate me

    I am hate, I am hate

     

    I’m the wetback taking your land

    All I want is all that you have

    Bide my time and wait your laws out

    Overtake you and run you out

    I am hate, I am hate

     

    I’m the jew, that gook, that rag head

    No good reason you want me dead

    I'll fill your head with evil things

    Though I am different you are clean

    I am hate, I am hate

  • Play Most Brutalist LoveMost Brutalist LoveDownload Most Brutalist LoveMost Brutalist Love

    I am forever, tethered

    But the pain of restraint

    no longer, lingers

    Past the sting of release

    You gotta let it go, you’re the only one it hurts

    It’s unrequited love, It’ll never be returned

     

    She sees you as you are

    Not how you want to be

    A face in the crowd

    Another person in the sea

     

    You’ll grow up remembering

    The few moments you spent

    Together and touching

    It never happens again

     

    You’ll be forever, tethered

    But the pain of restraint

    no longer, lingers

    Past the sting of release

    You gotta let it go, you’re the only one it hurts

    It’s unrequited love, It’ll never be returned

     

    Never see you as need

    Even if you try to be

    The ones he desires

    You’ll never pull his eyes

     

    He could be ignoring you

    He might not even notice you

    He’ll never come to love me

    Obsessed over nothing

     

    You’ll be forever, tethered

    But the pain of restraint

    no longer, lingers

    Past the sting of release

    You gotta let it go, you’re the only one it hurts

    It’s unrequited love, It’ll never be returned

  • Play Privileged BeastsPrivileged BeastsDownload Privileged BeastsPrivileged Beasts

    Pull the sun out of the sky

    Leave a black spot in its place

    Let the spot eat all the light

    We are free privileged beasts

     

    run out into the fields

    chasing creatures with our spears

    use the tools we wield

    we feed like privileged beasts

     

    insects swarm over me

    laying eggs in my wounds wounds

    it shows the women I’m ready

    we breed privileged beasts

     

    find a village to invade

    kill them without remorse

    their property is ours to take

    they bleed like privileged beasts

     

    I am the priest of privileged beasts

    I can control you’ll with scream

    You are worthless without me

    I put you where I want you to be

    I am the priest of privileged beasts

    I rape your king and kill your queen

    Your children now worship me

    I’ve made myself their deity

    I am the priest of privileged beasts

    

  • Play It's SickIt's SickDownload It's SickIt's Sick

    Rock you rocks off inside me

    Rockso cocaine enemy

    Sex, drugs, rock and roll don’t be afraid

     

    G.G. Allen, man it’s been so long

    When’s the last time you listened to his songs

    Black metal’s been dead since Dead died

    Euronymous failed to keep it alive

    The music underground has been lost to time

     

    Rock and roll’s not dead, it’s just diseased

    Rock and roll’s not dead, it’s just angry

    Rock and roll’s not dead, it’s just rotting

    Rock and roll’s not dead, it’s just dangerous

     

    Cut your body to speak your mind

    Live your life pissed off all the time

    Don’t be afraid to commit to a crime

    Take pleasure in makin’ mama cry

    Live like you want until you die

     

    Push junk all day and die alone

    Get drunk, get fucked, never atone

    Sex, drugs, rock and roll go at it stoned

  • Play Ours is the Greatest GenerationOurs is the Greatest GenerationDownload Ours is the Greatest GenerationOurs is the Greatest Generation

    We will replace, We will repair

    We will correct the deficiencies created over time

     

    We will retract, We will react

    We will take action with the right consideration

     

    We will restore, We will mend

    We will alter the world’s perspective of our power

     

    We will reconsider, will rescind

    We will evaluate the laws and take corrective action

     

    We will redeem, We will refresh

    We will take account of what is owed and pay it back

     

    We will survive, We will progress

    We will not borrow from the backs of the future.

     

    We will shelter, We will secure

    We will not justify our powers with your privacy.

     

    We will defend, We will protect

    We will not go forth to aggrieve other lands

     

    We will conserve, We will save

    We will not waste what we have or lose the opportunity

     

    We will foster, We will fend

    We will aid our neighbors from unwanted influence.

     

    We will fix it, We will suffer

    We will make right what those before us have made wrong

  • Play Slaughtering ArmSlaughtering ArmDownload Slaughtering ArmSlaughtering Arm

    This is my slaughtering arm I hope that it is alright

    I injured it the other day murdering you outright

    Remember when you hit me with your car

    I think that is when my shoulder went out

    I reached through your window and you closed it on my elbow

    You may have torn a tendon in there, I really don’t know

    I do recall I twisted my wrist when I hit you

    I didn’t notice it (something something something)

     

    Later that night I tried to cut off your fucking head

    It was going to be a pillow in my babies bed

    A twinge of pain shot up my arm my hatchet missed its mark

    It ended up smashing your face (something something)

    Now here you are sitting with me on my couch

    I can’t chop up your body to throw your parts out

    My slaughtering hurts so I can’t do my job

    The dead bodies are piling up no way to break them down

     

    The doctor should look at my slaughtering arm

    But that dude creeps me out he’s probably eating children now

    Every time that he’s around he smells like underwear

    Sometimes they have sex I hope they’re dead first

    That’s off the topic but you should know

    You broke my body I should kill you some mo’

    Sitting next to me, not responding, on my bed

    Now at least you’re dead but I won’t get paid

     

    This is my slaughtering arm, my most important tool

    Without it working right now I’m just a normal fool

    Before you came along I could split a skull

    Now with this wasted arm I can’t hit a bug

    (something something something something)

    I couldn’t hit you in the joints with enough force

    Now it’s cracked and dangling I’ll have to saw it off

    I’ll have work like my wife and saw stuff

     

    This is my sawing arm it’s doing pretty good

    But I miss the brutal impact of an ax

  • Play ChurchillChurchillDownload ChurchillChurchill

    I come from a land of sunshine and thorns

    I chose to travel to the world where the winter’s born

    There the wind cuts your flesh to the bone

    Where even in the village you always are alone

     

    I have seen the polar bears curled against the wind

    Waiting at the cracked sea ice to pull their meal in

    When the seal comes for air its last breath is exhaled

    The polar bears will even eat the great beluga whale

     

    Deep within the Boreals in the dark of night

    I saw the sun set to fire the sky with eerie light

    The ghostly sight phased and swayed in atmospheric fog

    Green and glowing swirling sky like the flame on burning log

     

    A frozen man hooked the huskies to the sleds harness

    Off we rode into the forest cloaked in night’s darkness

    Silent they ran on trails without the guide’s commands

    There’s no thing better than the dogs when travelling the land

  • Play I'm not a DoctorI'm not a DoctorDownload I'm not a DoctorI'm not a Doctor

    If I pull out your spine will you die

    I hope not, because I have things to do with you

    I WANT TO STRANGLE YOU WITH YOUR SPINE

     

    Rip it out, and wrap it around your neck

    Twist it tight, to choke you to death

    I’m gonna look you in the eyes

     when I strangle you with your spine

     

    Can you take a person’s ribs out and keep them alive

    I need to be able to do this

    I want to stab you to death, with your rib bones

    Don’t give me no shit about it

     

    If I take out your skull will you die

    I want to smash your face with your cranium

    And stir your brain with your parietal bone

    I’ll make your mandible chew your eyes

     

    I want to strangle you with your spine

    Rip it out, wrap it around your neck

    Twist it tight, choke you to death

    I’m gonna look you in the eyes

     when I strangle you with your spine

  • Play My Opinion is More Right My Opinion is More Right Download My Opinion is More Right My Opinion is More Right

    Tell me how your good king waits

    For all the evil in his way

    To separate into a path

    To lay dead in his great wake

     

    Tell me how he leads the way

    Tell me he won’t go astray

    Tell me that he does not lie

    And tell me that he can not die

    Why is it that you believe

    A man sent to us to deceive

     

    He’s controlled by interest groups

    He’s a figurehead for fools

    He’s a face for those in power

    The same as those that you abhore

    He’s same as those you despise

    No different than those you criticize

     

    You keep calling on the same man

    You think he’ll change what you think’s bad

    Waiting for a chance he’ll never have

    He’ll blame other branches for failures past

     

    The system’s rigged to repeat

    The system won’t let you achieve

    The system won’t fulfill your needs

    It lies about what’s happening

    To keep you from really learning

    That it’s you it’s abusing

     

    The players do not know they’re tools

    Until they’re bought by those who rule

    By that time it’s well too late

    They become another face

  • Play Don't Drink the WaterDon't Drink the WaterDownload Don't Drink the WaterDon't Drink the Water

    Don’t drink the water

    It’ll brain wash you

    Don’t drink the water

    It’ll make you kill

     

    Don’t take a shower in the water

    Your skin will slough and fall

    Don’t take a shower in the water

    Or you’ll have no flesh at all

     

    Don’t go in the water

    Unless you’re under a spell

    Don’t go in the water

    The fish will drag you to hell

     

    Don’t swim in the water

    It’ll drive you mad

    Don’t swim in the water

    You’ll lose all the air you had

     

    Don’t dive into the water

    You’ll never come back out

    Don’t dive into the water

    You’ll learn what drowning’s all about

  • Play Where was I going with all of this?Where was I going with all of this?Download Where was I going with all of this?Where was I going with all of this?
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